Thursday, February 25, 2010 insomnia Posted by waney jalil at 3:53 AM

after all today i was so damn tired. seriously. i managed to finish up my assignments. just like hell! pain all over the body. i need a massage people. anyone?? hurm...

i don't know what's wrong w me now. i don't feel sleepy at all. feel so fresh and energetic! great! haha. and so many things actually happened to me. a lot! too many! happiness..sadness. almost everything! but one thing for sure. i don't like and love YOU the way i did last time! nope! it's gone. the reasons: because that guy has been so cold to me, i don't see his interest on me and thirdly i guess i'm just nothing to him. of cos it makes sense! well i don't mind. kalau orang dah diam dgn kita so kita pon diam jela. takkan nak terhegeh-hegeh2 lagi kan?? ;)

i just have not more than 3 months already to stay in ukm. another one month to go to complete my unfinished thesis. and i don't even studied or revised properly. kept on doing w lab thing,  drawings for thesis. haihh..so messed up! hope i could stay even longer. sure i will! i need to be strong! and hell ya i won't show up my weaknesses towards my enemies! and please i really need your prayers friends.. =]]

like previous times, i failed again (for the love story part). even i wasn't trying so hard but well..i know. it won't work that well. i need to search for others (men ok!) that could treat me well, pamper me, love me, accept me the way i am, can get along, respect my family...but why myself so hard to get at least one of these?? why?? kalau dah jumpa yang solo tapi yang jenis melayan. tak pun minat kat yg lawa je, yg free hair. kalau dah jumpa, baik semua tapi dah ada. hahaha... really amused me alottt!! sebab tu la namanya dugaan. kan2??

well, that's why i'm feeling so grateful and blessed to have such wonderful friends in ukm. especially my men-men! we shared almost everything and been so helpful among others. thank you so much for being there for me! *lovesssss* =DD

my men-men. misal, rudy, miza, tiqa, aki and feeq

my remedy in ukm. =]]