Sunday, February 28, 2010 quotes Posted by waney jalil at 2:31 AM

something happened to me just now. just midnite. nothing serious was happened. but..because of that it makes me to think harder. to be more careful next time. i wish i could turn back time. to change the reality that already took its place! somehow after that i kept on looking on quotes. it attracted me so well! don't you think so! ;)

well i hope these quotes could motivate yourself more than myself. sometimes i'm not sure what's exactly that i want and what the things that i am hunting for. or myb i'm hunting for you! =]

Tumblr!! Posted by waney jalil at 2:12 AM

last two days i've made this new account --> TUMBLR!! hehehe..it was totally fun! fast and very flexible! yeahhhh! you could check out my tumblr at the right hand side of my blog. do view k!

lovesss ;))

Thursday, February 25, 2010 insomnia Posted by waney jalil at 3:53 AM

after all today i was so damn tired. seriously. i managed to finish up my assignments. just like hell! pain all over the body. i need a massage people. anyone?? hurm...

i don't know what's wrong w me now. i don't feel sleepy at all. feel so fresh and energetic! great! haha. and so many things actually happened to me. a lot! too many! happiness..sadness. almost everything! but one thing for sure. i don't like and love YOU the way i did last time! nope! it's gone. the reasons: because that guy has been so cold to me, i don't see his interest on me and thirdly i guess i'm just nothing to him. of cos it makes sense! well i don't mind. kalau orang dah diam dgn kita so kita pon diam jela. takkan nak terhegeh-hegeh2 lagi kan?? ;)

i just have not more than 3 months already to stay in ukm. another one month to go to complete my unfinished thesis. and i don't even studied or revised properly. kept on doing w lab thing,  drawings for thesis. haihh..so messed up! hope i could stay even longer. sure i will! i need to be strong! and hell ya i won't show up my weaknesses towards my enemies! and please i really need your prayers friends.. =]]

like previous times, i failed again (for the love story part). even i wasn't trying so hard but well..i know. it won't work that well. i need to search for others (men ok!) that could treat me well, pamper me, love me, accept me the way i am, can get along, respect my family...but why myself so hard to get at least one of these?? why?? kalau dah jumpa yang solo tapi yang jenis melayan. tak pun minat kat yg lawa je, yg free hair. kalau dah jumpa, baik semua tapi dah ada. hahaha... really amused me alottt!! sebab tu la namanya dugaan. kan2??

well, that's why i'm feeling so grateful and blessed to have such wonderful friends in ukm. especially my men-men! we shared almost everything and been so helpful among others. thank you so much for being there for me! *lovesssss* =DD

my men-men. misal, rudy, miza, tiqa, aki and feeq

my remedy in ukm. =]]

Tuesday, February 16, 2010 the banders! Posted by waney jalil at 9:14 PM

haihh...banyak kerja sebenarnya yg sepatutnya dibuat di rumah. tapi almaklumlah kalau dah sampai umah itu. enzim2 malas aku pun terembes dengan sendirinya. tak ada mood! damn. kerja tesis aku bawak jugak tapi2....aku hanya sekadar mampu memandangnya. ada pil rajin tak?? tolong postkan. saya maw!!!!

kelmarin hari yg menggembirakan jugak sebab jumpa dengan my besties. kawan2 rapatku dari form 1 lagi. we have the same interest. MUSIC! what else right?? hehe.. even jumpa dalam 3 jam je tapi seriously best! it was fun ppl! TOTALLY!!

i was so happy lepaking w 'em. thx babes! lupa la kjp mslh aku bila keluar dgn korang. =DD

meet my faffy aka T11. and i'm T7. so ended up as.......7-11!!

my great sax player..miss farah

my eyta..HORNy...horn player k. dont missunderstood!

my dear hetty w her lil sis

now im already started thinking abt them! yess!! they were my best friends since form 1. 9 years ok!. *kissessss*

mak andam tengah mekap farah! slmt eyta tak ternganga.. =D

so banders..really hope i'm gonna meet u guys again on May. after completing my studies =]]

 

tips for your belly!! Posted by waney jalil at 12:45 PM

hye peeps!! today im gonna type about fitness kay!!! *whoooaaa.. i've just couldn't believe myself too* =p. i've found this website discussing about flat stomach thru twitter. it means how to get and maintain ur shape especially our center part which is our lovely stomach, the easiest and obvious part to look ungood.. and actually it's a good tips! i hope u all ppl could try all of his advices k..

http://jakeandrudysmentalworkouts.blogspot.com/2010/02/5-essential-ways-to-cut-belly-fat-and.html

and there's another one. from the biggest losers asia. you guys shud check this website too! 

http://www.biggestloserasia.com/

so ppl: be healthy. stay healthy. love your bod!! ;)) 

p/s: workout ppl! be a healthy citizen! =D

Tuesday, February 9, 2010 tazkirah Posted by waney jalil at 1:46 AM

salam...ya. aku sekarang tengah meng'update' post di awal pagi. atau boleh lagi dikatakan sbg malam buta lagi..hehe. tak kisahla. aku dah mengantok sbnrnye. tapi gagahkan jgk. haha

jangan terkejut dengan tajuk ni pulak. tidak juga berunsurkan islamic. hanya tentang diri sendiri. tentang anda juga. tentang hal sekeliling. tentang orang yang kita sayang....hurm, kawan aku ada cakap sesuatu dekat aku. mula-mula bagi aku benda tu benda biasa. benda yang sentiasa kita dengar. tapi bila dengar dari dia terus jadi laen. seolah-olah aku boleh berfikir dari perspektif atau dari sudut yang laen. aku bukannya nak berfalsafah tapi memang betul apa yang dia cakap. logik dan masuk akal. aku setuju. cumanya bolehkah aku cuba untuk berbuat demikian?? dan kalau aku boleh pon sampai berapa lama aku boleh bertahan?? itu aku sendiri pon tak boleh jawab.

apa yang kawan aku cakapkan tu?? sebenarnya kami ada mulakan suatu topik. tapi topik itu dirahsiakan kay..hehe. lepas tu kawan aku cakap macam ni. "kalau aku, aku nak life single. macam kau. susah bila couple ni wani. byk benda nak kena fikir. benda yg tak sepatotnya fikir pon kau nak fikir. kau nak kena jaga 2 hati. memang leceh. kalau ada pilihan aku memang nak single. penat. jodoh tak ke mana kan. nanti dah sampai seru kita nanti kahwin jugak. Allah dah letakkan jodoh dah untuk semua. kita tak perlu gopoh sekarang." lebih kurang camtu la ayat kawan aku ni.

pastu aku cakap. "yupp..betul2. aku setuju. sebenarnya memang kalau bagi aku memang best life single. and actually kadang2 aku ni rasa bosan. sunyi. seriously. aku cam dah penat macam ni. dah sgt lama aku rasa mcm ni. dan memang aku ni rasanya tak sabar. tak sabar untuk berjumpa dgn org yg sepatotnya."

wat masa ni pulak aku tengah minat dgn seseorang. tapi minat jela. tak boleh lebih2. sebab?? haha.. bia aku sorang je yang tahu. aku dapat rasakan yang aku ni bukan type dia. yup! definitely! aku ni jenis biasa je kot. takde bergaya mana. simple jela. so i wont think he would like at me. nope, i dont think so! sumpah aku akan terkejut beruk kalau dia suka kat aku..hehe. wat masa ni aku berkawan jela dgn dia. tak lebih. dan aku pon tak mahu lebih. takot menyesal lagi. tapi aku suka tgk muka dia. *itu kriteria ke??* haha..whatever! dah aku suka tgk. hehe..tapi dah tau tak dapat usha dari jauh pon ape salahnya. asal tak kantoi dahla. and harap2 sangat dia tak tahu. no way! mana aku nak sorok muka kalau dia taw?? grrrrrrrr

aku cuba untuk bare in mind la kiranya. jgn gopoh! kalau jumpa jumpala kan. mne taw yg aku mnt ni mgkn jodoh aku tapi mgkn bkn skrg kami bertindak?? atau mgkn 'kwn2 rapat' aku dulu yg mnjadi jodoh aku?? atau mungkin aku akan berjumpa di tempat kerja?? atau mungkin orang tu betul2 dekat dgn aku sekarang cuma aku je yang tak perasan?? byk kebarangkalian kan..mmg normal la kalau apa yang dirancang tu kita tak dapat. semuanya hanya berdasarkan MASA. let the time decides everything! ok. aku akan tunggu waktu itu tiba. buat masa ni bia la aku mengusha orang yg aku admire itu..takpe kann??hik3..tak boleh lebih2. dia ni ramai peminat. and seriously i have becoming as his full time stalker. sorry for that coz my feelings keep on asking me to get updated about YOU! no heart feelings aite... =p

 

ok. mata aku dah mula bagi isyarat. off to bed guys. got discussion tmrw morning as well as my unfinished lab even i dont hv any classes tmrw... 

 

guten nacht! 10q for your patience reading on this post. =D

me w feeq. so hard to hv photos w her.. =p

 

Thursday, February 4, 2010 kenapa kena jeles?? Posted by waney jalil at 1:47 AM

aku tak paham dengan diri sendiri. kenapa nak kena jeles dengan dia?? aku sape yang nak jeles?? aku ada hak ke?? jadi, perlukah aku kena merasa semua ni?? tapi serius sumpah aku tak tipu aku jeles. padan muka sape suruh gatal tangan pegi bukak facebook dia..nahh kaw! berjela2......

tapi yang aku pelik masa awal2 dia add aku dia tak ada lak taip kat wall aku. memang tak penah kot. TAK! tapi ni lain. berjela-jela msg dia type kt.......wow!! impressed! great new findings huh! aduyai..tolong2! aku tak suka bila aku rasa macam ni. memang tak senang duduk. jadi tak keruan. dah tak tau nak buat ape. blank!

compared to myself memang beza sangatla macam langit dengan bumi. aku tak secantik dia. mungkin tak sepandai dia juga. kotla. yang paling top sekali aku tak se-HOT dia! itu betul! mungkin sebab tu kot. mungkin sebab aku bukan orang kl so aku tak boleh buat lifestyle aku macam orang kl. ada aku kesah?? i'm damn proud to be penangite! so what?? kalau ada orang tak suka aku yang asal dari utara bia la! aku mungkin jenis yang tak menunjuk kalau aku suka kat orang. sape2 yang kenal rapat dengan aku serius akan tau benda ni. aku lebih suka pendam and buat2 macam takde pape. mungkin aku tak sepatotnya buat macam ni. mungkin tindakan aku bodoh tapi memang aku macam ni. aku penah cuba ubah tapi tak boleh jugak. so still salah aku jugak ke kalau aku dah cuba??

sebelum ni aku nampak dia dengan orang laen memang aku sikit pon tak kesah. bila kali ni aku tengok memang aku terdiam! terkejut. terbeliak. i'm speechless. numbed. paralyzed! semua ada. sangat laen bila dengan gadis itu. aku dah mula syg kat dia ke sampai dia msg macam tu aku dah jeles?? aku dari awal perkenalan memang dah boleh agak dia ni jenis yang suka pada perempuan yang hot, cun, lawa, free-hair type. tapi kali ni aku rasa sangat lain.

mungkin aku tak patut rasa macam ni. aku mane ada pape dengan dia. sekai sekala je jumpa. "ada hati ke kaw nak kt dia wani?? dia sikit pon tak pandang kaw. tlgla berhenti berharap dan berangan wani! berpijakla di bumi yang nyata. mungkin orang macam tu hanya nak cari orang urban je. aku dari penang ade orang pandang ke??" dahla. penat je aku menunggu kaw encik. sampai bila2 pon kaw tak akan nampak dan teropong aku. penat jugak aku menjadi tukang pemerhati kaw dari awal kita kenal. do whatever you please. tepuk sebelah tangan memang tak menarek langsung! tambah sakit hati adala.

sekarang memang aku dah belajar dari kesilapan. ok. aku cuba untuk berfikiran optimistik. liberal. and jangan sampai aku end up as lesbo je nnt. obviously tak! even aku dah byk kali failed aku takkan jd seteruk tu nanti. so please stop thinking abt him! he's nothing for me. i shud get someone that concerns more that myself. bukan aku yang terhegeh2 or yang kena tunggu dia! this is not so me! pasni memang aku akan keras hati! dengan kaw. bukan dengan orang laen. kalau kaw tego aku kat mana2 ruangan alam maya memang aku takkan respon blk. bia cakap aku sombong. memang aku dah penat. terima kasih sebab bagi aku rasa macam ni tyme pagi2 buta. dan kaw jugak berjaya bagi air mata menitik jatuh mengikut aliran graviti. aku menyesal kerana menyukai kaw. my biggest mistake! 

i'll let u go like tht balloons. once i let go the rope and u'll be free indeed from my inside. my deepest prayer. =]

Monday, February 1, 2010 sutura bentong raub! Posted by waney jalil at 10:54 PM

salam..hello peepz. what's up?? well, last 2 days ago me, rudy, tiqa and madey went to bentong, pahang. temaning rudy doing her fieldwork there. i don't really like the way dr. jo aka her superviser for letting her going to fieldwork alone w/o his monitoring or supervising. it was so damn not right! c'mon! this is our 1st tyme doing thesis. please show some advise la..ni bia student die terkontang kantong cari lokaliti. selamat rudy ada kereta. kalau yang takde, kalau macam aku?? memang awal2 lagi aku dah meraung. rudy pon dah berapa kali nanges sebab tempat field dia dah kali ke 4 sekarang kena tukar. kalau kena tukar lagi memang kitorang secara berjemaah akan serang sama itu manusia! heck!!

enuff for the emo thingy. nak share memories je..hehe. at 1st we lepak-ed at ameer ali having our breakfast. roti canai kosong 1! then we headed straight away to bentong. about an hour we reached there. seraching for a locality was not easy though. really tough! sampai belakang rumah ktorang cari. normal! then we had lunch at kfc. kakak cashier itu sumpah terbaek! rudy order dulu. mintak snack plate. pas die aku ngan tiqa tapi wat sekali. 1 dulang. dengan muka yang tak pandang ktorg lalu berkata "nape tak order je skali tadi??" ewah2 cik kak. suke ati laa! kaw amek order sudah. kalau 10 orang beratur mintak snack plate kaw nak wat skali jugak?? gile pandai kann.. pastu hentak2 dulang ngan pinggan depan ktorg. rase cam nak tarek bak die kua dari kaunter. gile takde adab! so korang kalau nak g kfc bentong hati2 la dgn sorg kakak yang tak pasal2 nak cari gaduh ngan customer ni.

banyak nak cite sebenarnye tapi malas lak nak menaip..korang layan jela gamba2 ni eh..hehe

kereta merah rudy

we were just waiting inside, capturing pics while rudy and madey were doing their work outside =p

rudyy..cpt sket wat keje tuh! LOL!

my 1st xperiment putting my phone at the back of rudy's car

that's all from me.. seriously we had fun throughout the whole day!

lovesss~

bentong, pahang [300110]

 for more pics just simply look out at my fb's album: fieldwork sutura raub bentong. =]