masa depan

aku dah byk kali pikir. what am i going to do after my graduation?? being as geologist?? aku nak sgt ade pengalaman keje kat offshore. rase2 dpt x?? aku ade chance x?? aku sgt risau dgn alam pekerjaan ni. am i capable to hold the responsibilities as geologist?? am i ready enuff to face the hectic life of working?? gosh.. i'm doomed.

offshore oil rig


somehow i was wondering being as a part tyme musician gonna be so much fun too. why not right?? even aku taw ilmu music aku masih tingtong lg. bru tahap tadika. teori aku sgt lemah lg. tapi at least aku nk ade experience itu. maen in any functions 1st as a beginner. aku mengidamkan utk bermaen dlm orkestra rtm. mpo lagi2 la melambai2 goodbye kat aku. tapi mpyo (msian philharmonic young orchestra) not bad gak. boleh ke?? hehe. erm.. maen kat tepi jalanlah. trumpet pon tadak nak berangan. haha. 

me with baby trumpet. my 1st solo with friends =D


meet the cornet. pernah pakai sekali kt ukm


yup. being as musician will be my backup plan. my plan B. my emergency plan. in case something happened in the future. sudah nekad. tapi, kene bli trumpet dulu. perlu x eh?? aku rase perlu. tapi pulus takde...haihhh... *biting nails*

klu aku jd geologist aku nanti keje department mane?? betul ke aku dah nak keje?? dah final sem cik waney oii. stop dreaming! YOU BETTER FINISH UP UR THIN SECTION THINGY!! itu pon xsiap lagi. tesis aku. takot2! pulau rebak aku tu dasyat sgt. aku dahla xterer. xtawla cane aku nk interpret data nanti. jgn koyak rabak ati aku nanti dahla. uhuk3....

tapi xtawla nape skrg, i keep on thinking about music. during hols i learned basic chord for piano. i watched lots of marching band vids online. i listened to classical musics. lagi2 tyme tu aku terjumpa gamba2 all skul aku. dari 1 jade up until 5 nilam. so much memories! i love my skul! SGGS = st. george's girls' school! apatah lg sggs band sdh berjaya menambat hati aku during f1 orientation. akhirnya aku berbangga menjadi alumni kpdnya. i love my trumpet!!! =D

my batch of trumpet section was 5 ppl. njunna was capturing this pic

from left: swee win, me, vithya, fyfa


my friends and juniors

result:

1. geologist

2. musician

hehe..tingtong. harap2la. jika peluang itu ada. klu aku dah jadi as senior geologist pon aku tetap akan keje as musician. maw2. it's already inside me. my soulmate. my other half. and i will make it happen. tp aku taw mne aku pye priority. but i need effort. need to work really damn hard. insyaAllah. let's break the obstacles!! mari3!!!!

2 comments:

fariza mm said...

u know what's the best for urself n ur future..all the best babe...nnt kalau merantau negara org jgn lupe far ok! =))

waney jalil said...

thx far..insyaallah klu de rzki..same goes to you k.. ;)